She nodded in amazement before I got my hand out of her mouth. She asked me questioningly, "Why am I here? Where is this?"
"This is where I live. You’re drunk in the bar. I got a message from Wang Ye to take you back, but I forgot my bag to take you here." Then I continued to lie on the sofa bed. "Go to sleep. I’m so tired."
Without saying much, she slowly went to bed and slept. I yawned and went back to sleep. In my sleep, I always felt that someone was talking to me and moved my face and nose from time to time.
When I opened my eyes again, it was dawn outside, and there was a sun that looked a little dark. I stretched out and looked at the bed. Shu Yan Jiaxin smiled unconsciously. I didn’t bother her. I quietly put on my clothes and put away the sofa bed. Just when I put the sofa bed away next to my brain, Yan Jiaxin leaned against the bed calmly. I said "morning" to her.
She nodded at me, just about to get out of bed, but she almost fell unsteadily. I quickly went to help her. "Be careful, if you are injured, I’ll fetch water for you to wash your face."
She sat at the head of the bed "hmm"
I washed my face and brushed my teeth, picked up a clean basin and gave her water. When I was about to take the water, she calmly washed her hands and looked at me. I said to her, "I was just about to take the water for you."
"No, it’s just a minor injury." She came up to me and I gave her a new towel. She wet her handkerchief and washed her face very gently. After washing, she hung the towel in an orderly way. I just wanted to take a toothbrush and a cup to brush my teeth. I immediately said to her, "This is me."
She looked at me with a complicated expression and asked, "Can’t I?"
I said jokingly, "I hope you don’t mind."
She really didn’t mind picking up my toothbrush and brushing it. I don’t know whether to say that she is stubborn or what to say. I think it is really a pleasure to watch her quietly doing the washing work at close range.
After washing, the two of us sat in the living room chair, and no one spoke. Her eyes kept scanning the place where I live now, and finally she said to me half a minute later, "Is this your new place?"
"No, it’s not that I’m staying with someone else. If someone else leaves the house, I’ll have a chance to live in it."
"oh"
The two of us fell silent again. She would leave quickly, but she sat so quietly, which made my mood complicated again. I lit a cigarette to ease my mood. I looked at the screen placed in front of the camera, but it showed the room for both of us to look at each other.
I don’t know. She suddenly laughed and said to me, "Is there anything to eat? I’m hungry again."
I looked at her and took a drag on my cigarette and threw it into the trash can. Then I answered "I’ll look for it" to her.
"hmm"
I went into the kitchen and began to look for it. I wanted to see if Yufei had prepared any quick-frozen food in the refrigerator. After searching for a long time, there was nothing in the cupboard. The refrigerator was full of it.
When I got up to go out, I heard a door opening sound. Yan Jiaxin left the outside and suddenly shouted, "lazy pig, I brought you breakfast."
I immediately went out when I heard the familiar sound of Yu Fei coming from the outside, but when I went out, the whole scene fell into a very cold and embarrassing situation. Yan Jiaxin’s eyes were full of complicated resentment, and Yu Fei also fell into a daze. However, both of them looked at me. I took a breath and Yan Jiaxin asked me, "Why does she have the key here? You said that the temporary place is to live here."
I nodded at Yan Jiaxin, and then Yan Jiaxin immediately ran away from me with resentment. She endured the pain and quickly ran past Yu Fei, but Yu Fei was suddenly run out and knocked down. I quickly stepped forward to hold Yu Fei and immediately said to me, "Go and hold her. It’s raining outside. It’s dangerous to run out like this."
Sure enough, as Yu Fei said, it rained cats and dogs like last night. Yu Fei gave me the car keys and pushed me "go" again.
I didn’t continue to hesitate, but just opened the door and left. I immediately started the car and ran to the front. Yan Jiaxin chased it. The atmosphere this morning was really bad.
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Chapter sixty-nine The opposite way
"You die, running like this in such a heavy rain."
I ran to Yan Jiaxin and blocked her road directly. It was raining cats and dogs, and our body and her department were soaked by the rain. She kicked her eyes at me with resentment and pushed me hard to get out of the way.
I grabbed her directly and wouldn’t let her go any further. I yelled at her. "What do you do that you don’t cherish your body?"
"I don’t care about you. Get out of the way."
"I won’t let me not look at you like this and hurt myself like this because I will feel distressed."
Yan Jiaxin suddenly froze up. I just wanted to pull her back to the car. She directly opened my hand and smiled and said to me, "Do you know how I feel if you feel bad about me? Do you know how I feel when you make me desperate and hurt me again and again? How can I think? Do you want me to look at you two very much in love happily or not hear anything? Pretend to turn a blind eye and tell you that Lei Hao can’t do it."
After that, she pushed me over more vigorously. I fell down again on the wet ground in the heavy rain, and she finally ran away from me again at this moment. Her mood and her crying with despair made me fall into a state of immersion again. Yes, she said yes, I always think unilaterally about whether a thing is good or bad, but I always forget how much harm this thing will bring to her. I got up from the ground and wanted to chase Yan Jiaxin’s running pace again, but I never chased her because of what my feet said at this moment.
When I watched her walk away from me until I couldn’t see the alley for re-export, I slowly walked back up. Yu Fei held an umbrella behind me and saw her at this moment, but I suddenly felt an impulse to cry. She came up to me with an umbrella, and she hugged me. She said to me while patting me, "Don’t blame you for blaming the world for being too entangled, but we who are able to change our situation can struggle to wait for the world to be baptized by us. Every time we are baptized, we will become more mature and whiter."
I don’t know what to tell. I really fell into tears inadvertently. She was also wet. This umbrella is too small to support the two of us, and she was wet. I don’t know if it was my tears, rain erosion or a combination of rain and tears.
She took me back to my apartment and wiped my head with a towel. After wiping my hair, she said to me, "Go take a shower and change clothes or you will catch a cold."
I looked up at her and she smiled at me as usual, but I couldn’t make a forced smile for her. She saw that I was heavy and came to me, sat down, put my arm around my neck and sighed at me again, "Maybe separation is really a good choice for you."
I bite my teeth, but we should have separated a long time ago, but I always contradict myself. Even if I tell her to leave again and again, I always see her hurt, and the so-called attitude tortures me, and I always feel bad unconsciously.
I broke free from Yu Fei’s hand, put it in the bag and took out the smoke. I tried to light it, but it was soaked. I threw this pack of cigarettes into the trash can. Yu Fei came up to me and took out a pack of soft white sand. He said to me, "I know you will definitely need a cigarette place. I always have such a pack when I don’t need it. You need to relieve your troubles when you don’t need it, but you promise me you can smoke one."
She gave me the soft white sand, and I lit it immediately after I took it, smoking this cigarette with limited worries. My mood always fluctuated, and slowly the weather outside improved. Finally, it didn’t rain as hard as it did just now, and slowly a puzzling sun came out.
I smoked this cigarette very hard and smoked too much. I coughed up painfully. After Yu Fei patted me on the back, I finally said to her, "I’m sorry, I want to take a bath and be quiet."